She looks different.. yeah she's chubby and very joyful, she's nice and prideless, to me I guess, but what I cant Understand is. Why did she choose me to be her best, best friend? even in myself i wonder, am I deserving? or am I just wasting her tears? why am I like this? were the things I'd always ask my self. After an everyday battle with "bati away, bati away" this is the longest ime that we'd never talked with each other but despite of it she's still helping me at my back. Sometimes i'm getting guilty maybe she's trying the " being kind is the sweetest revenge" type of motto, well its working actually, I guess thats the thing why i called her bestfriend she never left me behind and i'm an idiot not knowing it, dunno why maybe i;m just a little hard headed. But i just wanted her to know that after this year were going to separate our path and forget each other.
(but i dont wish that to happen) oh well..i'm speechless,just staring at this wide screen, hmm.. here's how i want to end my life..with her as my forever bestfriend.
I wont cut out our connections or communications. so after we graduated ang get a decent Job i'll ask her to negotiate to me to made our own resort and be there every weekends with any other friends, and she'll come over my house even id its a million miles away, well there's still a plane right? hehe she would not mind paying the fair cause we're already a billionaire that time! :) i will build her house and she will be my personal doctor so when i get sick and close to death, she'll be right there taking care of me and when i've accomplished all of my dreams and goal, thats the time that i'm ready to go but life's too short I may not know whether i'll die today or tomorrow but i'll do what I can to prolong my death and complete my dreams first and be successful with my bestfriend there..taking my journey with her :) END for now Byeiiieee... XD
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