I have a world of my own, once says my sister well obviously that wasn't a compliment I am not exactly the emotional type of person since then but it just happened that something change me, and now it became a permanent part of me that I had difficulty with changing it once again and replace it with the old me, but it wasn't as easy as i have thought, everyday's an ordeal and i'm not making progress actually.
One thing good about this is I have the so called FRIENDS who stayed by my side no matter what attitude I show them. One thing they had noticed is i'm a certified mood shifter (haha) at this moment i'm in heaven smiling like hell and the next minute i'm so down like a whimpering puppy. I mean who would have thought that the one your pushing away are the same people you'll be running into if you can't keep what your feeling anymore? and I obviously regret that, now? i'm doing my very best to give them my attention like they did because I just realized how I wanted them to be in my life and how they shed their lights down my path and i'm thankful for that. I thank God for giving me such cute little terrible friends. It's a simple Christmas essay for my friends and a thank you message too. ^^
